Dateline: Highlands Forum XXVI, Antrium 1844, near Taneytown MD, 2 May 2005
You know, switching back and forth between my Mac laptop and my PC desktop reminds me of when I drove a stick and my wife drove an automatic: the jumping back and forth is a weird sort of mental exercise.
I delivered the Esquire beast to Mark on Saturday, all 11,000 words. I also sent a copy to my old mentor, Hank Gaffney, for a sanity check. He found some serious boners, and sounded some very nasty criticisms of the subject, but he just HATES the guy, so I had to take the latter in stride while fixing the former.
So there I was Saturday at noon, for the first time in about 4 months not facing any sort of deadline or intense urge to write something, and it was like a giant weight had been lifted off my shoulders, I kid you not.
So I took my boys duck pin bowling, which is a real Rhody trip (have to get a bunch of those in before we leave). Smaller pins, quite small balls, and you score just like bowling for the first two balls in each frame. You just get a third ball in each frame. Harder than hell to get spares or strikes. I mean, REALLY! But you don't wear out your elbow and your kids can bowl quite effectively, because the ball's so small. We had a blast and ate a bunch of crap from the counter.
Then back home, waiting on Warren, but knowing he was doing the deep dive and was unlikely to come up any time soon, so took Kev, Jerry and Vonne Mei to Y for a swim, followed by gelato at a local ice cream shoppe.
I caught up on all my newspapers from the last week (that's how busy I was on the Esquire piece, reading them while Kev and I watched "The Great Escape" on DVD and ate a Tombstone. Kev, to my amazement, stayed up until midnight because he's so into WWII.
Sunday was slow, rainy day. Planted flowers for spouse. Then sun out, and threw 300 catches (as we count them) with Em and Kev, and then 100 with Jerry using a tennis ball and him wearing a glove for the first time.
*******
Then fly to BWI, pick up a car at around 11pm and drive to this antique hotel in Taneytown MD (Atrium 1844) where I stay in the carriage house in the "safari" room. No internet there, but wireless in the main mansion, so life is just good enough.
Warren is working the piece like crazy now, and I needed to be on-call today.
First day of Highlands Forum XXVI is pretty cool. Andy Marshall and Art Cebrowski here, plus David Ignatius from the Post. Rest are mostly Pentagon-centric types from the high-tech sector, meaning this Forum's exploration of the SysAdmin role (I speak tomorrow) is very IT-focused.
Morning started with fascinating presentation by Sultan Bakarat, a York U. prof who specializes on postconflict reconstruction. His description of the time mismatch on aid offered versus rising long-term needs is exactly the same as the main lesson learned my colleague Bradd Hayes and I came up with for the United Way of Rhode Island when we did our after-action on the Station Nightclub Fire in Warwick (money thrown at problem very fast, but it's unabsorbable by the victims, whose long-terms needs emerge slowly. In short, it's like giving cake and Cokes to a victim of starvation: that cure is almost worse than the disease, because the body can't take it in while it's in that condition.
Great new acronym: GONGO = Government Operated/Originated Non-Governmental Organization.
I now know how Art Cebrowski felt about his definitions of Net-Centric Warfare and the tendency of people to turn it into a straw man. On panel this morning a Canadian postconflict reconstruction expert is asked about my concept of connectivity, and his immediate response was that it can't all be about the private sector and free markets, proving he's never read PNM. There's that assumption that if you're an American and have ever been identified with the Bush administration, that you can be easily turned into a straw-man definition of yourself, meaning easily charicaturized into something that narrowly captures your vision. So I'm just about private-sector investment connectivity and military force. Why? Where do I say that? Doesn't matter. This is why the second book will be so important-and so powerful.
Cool on the Highlands Forum handout book: on recommended readings they list PNM, plus the Chicago Boyz dialogue on the SysAdmin force, plus my blog.
********
Over break, I meet the Canadian officer (David Last) whose response to the prompt on PNM struck me as rather narrow (I wanted to scream out, "But [dot dot dot] you know nothing of my work!" Turns out he has read PNM and has used it and the old New Rule Sets stuff on energy with the Canadian government. So I am reminded what an incredibly thin skin I have (Lighten up!). Interacting with Last made me feel good, because I like the Canadians so much on this subject, considering them "early money," so any sense that they see me too narrowly would disturb me greatly.
Funny side note: Last says my descriptions of Highlands Forum XXV on the blog was his essential source on how to get ready for this one-his first. Connectivity rules, as always.
Anyway, ego assuaged, I relax a bit.
Had to leave session for a bit for conference call on The New Map Game. Also spoke with Mark by phone over break on his continuing edit of my piece. He said he has removed some of my "adoring" comments about my subject. Hearing that, plus realizing my thin skin on the PNM mentions here, confuses me: am I basically a suck-up or an egomaniac? Can I be both?
Or am I just an excitable boy still, despite the widening middle-age spread at my waist and the thinning hair in back?
For the sake of my marriage, I hope it's the latter.
********
As of 1130, Highlands techies set up wifi booster so I can surf from laptop while at big U-table.
********
Weird, because I was to show up at table this morning, but only spot left was at top of U (power positions), so I sit one-off from main host from Pentagon, Lin Wells, Deputy Assistant Secretary of Defense for info tech, and two-off from Andy Marshall, and three off from Art Cebrowski.
Not my usual space. By and large like to be on end of U, close to screen, in part because I tend to work nonstop at conferences and don't like that to be so apparent.
********
Funny, but this morning I intro'd myself by saying I spoke at last Highlands and it triggered a series of dynamics that led to my firing at College. So I said I was "excited" to be here again to see what might happen this time!
********
Last time at Highlands they had wifi, and Rebecca MacKinnon and Ethan Zuckerman were surfing throughout. I felt like such a PC loser with my aging Gov Gateway. Now I am supercool with my wireless Mac!
*******
Was working a massive blog of stories plus this long compilation of narrative that I started last night on plane, planning to post it all Tuesday night (assuming this antique hotel would have no connectivity).
Now that I am connected, I will simply just start patching it all up as I go along.