Dateline: United flight from Denver to Washington Dulles, 3 Occtober 2005
After doing what I could on Sunday to get the family in order despite the spreading stomach virus (to include an appearance at a parish meal for new families [we fielded four out of six] and one last swim in our apartment complex's pool [nasty cold, but those years of ocean swimming in R.I. made us hardy]), I hop a Frontier jet to Denver in the evening. Two Air Force officers await me with a van, and we make a winding, two hour drive up into the mountains to a resort community called Keystone. By the time we're done climbing, we're a solid 9k-plus above sea level, which immediately had me feeling like an asthmatic.
Nice resort, and cognizant enough of the altitude to provide lots of free water bottles in my room. So I drank and drank and finally took an Ambien to get to sleep, so spooked was I by that weird feeling of not getting enough air as I drowsed off.
This morning I give a 75-minute brief to a conference of USAF JAGs, or military lawyers (judge advocate general is the acronym).
Then boom, I sign a few books and I'm back in a van making my way back down to Denver. By the time I arrive at the airport, I feel quite normal, making me realize how much lower Denver must be from Keystone.
Now on to Dulles and a brief tomorrow in West Virginia: Navy, if you can believe it, at this landlocked location. All due to the great senatorial skills of one Robert Byrd.
I will admit, I was flabbergasted when I got an email today from a reader (currently in State) who's perusing the advance copy of BFA (finding that typo on Andy Marshall's Office of New Assessment). But I cooled down later in the day, when I realized that was just the price to be paid for the ambitious production schedule we took up with BFA.
In the end, all the typos will be worth it, because the book's timing is very good. According to the Library Journal's fall (Sept-Oct) "pre-pub alert," the only real competition in October is another book on how we're losing the global war on terrorism by that dynamic duo of Dan Benjamin and Steve Simon (if I remember the names correctly), and while I'm sure their book will be a good one (remember that I used their Age of Sacred Terror in PNM), it won't be the sort of head-to-head combat that I faced the first time around with Richard Clarke and Anonymous (the former now moves to fiction, which I think is more fitting, and the latter is . . . no longer Anonymous). No Scottish historian this time waxing poetic on empires. Just an America growing ever more desperate for answers to the questions posed by our difficulties in Iraq: Where are we going with this global war on terrorism? When are we going to finally get good at doing these sorts of interventions (if we can't do New Orleans, what made us think we could do Baghdad)? What's the finishing line to all this effort? What is the future worth creating?
Yes, that last big question is still the one we need most to answer. It ain't just about terrorists, nor failed states, nor finding Bin Laden or getting out of Iraq or being more ready for the next Katrina. It's the whole enchilada. It's about how we deal with this amazing and disorienting historical phenomenon called globalization and all the pain and violence it will cause along with all the integration and development and hundreds of millions lifted out of poverty. It's figuring out where war really fits within the context of everything else, not just prevailing in the current intervention.
I think BFA will strike many of the right chords, extending the message of PNM in a big, big way. It will be worth all the effort, all the travel, all the time away from home and family, and all the tumult of walking away from one career and beginning another, far less certain one as a writer.
Do I feel a whole lot more pressure than the first time around? You bet. Expectations were low for a NYT-bestseller.
But I'm more confident in the material this time, in the vision as a whole, and in the traction already gained in numerous venues throughout the Defense Department, the U.S. Government, and abroad in foreign capitals.
Higher stakes, heightened expectations, bigger confidence, larger effort. October can't get any bigger for me.
Here's the daily catch as I've managed it:
■ Our enemies' hopes for the Sunni Triangle
■ The predictable response of governors to the SysAdmin notion
■Uncle Sam, can you spare some body armor?
■ Kosovo: almost ready to age out of UN foster care
■ Austria: always the class of Europe (this time on Turkey's admission to the EU)
■ China's in vogue right now, no really! In Vogue!